Lost Memories

last post

2007-11-27T08:05:00.000-08:00

my last post the blog is going down the drain.
see ya (X
last post.
moving to livejournal. XD byeeee.

you know what.

2007-11-18T06:12:00.000-08:00

my fucking menstration is giving me all sorts of trouble.
damn this women thing.
i hate it lah.
fuck it.
CAN'T WE BLOODY GIVE BIRTH WITHOUT BLOODY BLOOD COMING OUT OF OUR ASSES.
wtf lah.
you know how many people suffer just because they have fucking menstration.
bloody hell.
and yes.
another thing.
WHEN WE GET THIS FUCKING PROBLEM.
WE ALL GET FUCKING PM FUCKING S.
AND EVERYBODY AROUND US SUFFERS.
fuck menstration.
i wish that no women or girl has to go through it and still be able to give birth.
I HATE THIS ASS FUCKING THING.
and to all you horny guys.
leave poor girls alone. or might i say for gays, leave the poor young innocent boys alone.
it is a sin(:

replying the "unknown"

2007-11-17T12:00:00.000-08:00

things i want to say to you bitch/basterd.
1. scaredy chicken shit:]
you don't even put your real name, if you really wanted to help her to change her look
trust me you'll put something much more better.
if you so fucking great that you don't have to put your name....
then don't type at all. let her go and ruin her life. but please do worry about yourself, by doing this you already super lame, stupid and idiotic. and the funny thing is we're not irritated. we just hate you more(: but its okay, probably the people around you talk behind your back. and your just a loner in school that you must talk about eliza.

2. disrespectful bitch/basterd.
number one. for example, if i were to say.
your mother is a fucking prostitute. do you like it?
oh well. maybe she is one. but like i always say. picking up garbage(like you do) at least gets you money. to survive properly (which you don't) cause you spend it on cardboard. (for you house)(:
one thing i really hate is getting your parents involved in a fight espiecally if you have nothing esle to say about the person, and so move on to the parents. you have seriously no respect watsoever to anybody's parents. i think one day when your old. if you have ANY chance of finding a poor husband and having even one kid. trust me on this. i believe in retribution, your kid will dump you like there's no tomorrow!
seriously i have seen it one to many times.
it will happen to you(: just wait.

3. jealously.
if your so jealous say so.
come on man. the whole world knows you are ugly.
dun worry
and definately don't be shy, you don't need to cover the fact that you U.G.L.Y
(: ugly.
oh and i bet you don't even understand the word STYLE. you know S?T?Y?L?E?*
or do i have to give the meaning. ohkay for your dumb sake i'll put the meaning BELOW.
if your a believer in god that makes things even worse for you.
you'll have to go through judgment day. and you know one thing that is definately going to happen to you. HELL SENT TO DAY.
don't worry cause you'll die knowing that you were a BITCH.

4. telling people that they don't act like a girl.
even if your a guy or a girl.
okok
say if your a guy
and you think she is rough.
i ask you one question you like her ah?
why must she be nice.
MUST ONE AH
stupid pig.
like her say lah!
dumbass.

if you a girl.
i got one thing to say to you.
you are such a fucking loser to say that she's rough.
your her mum one ah?
must tell her what to do is it.
LOSER!.
come on lah.
get a fucking life.
but thats impossible. you already have a nasty future ahead of you :D

lastly.
you are a fucking poser, you a loser, prostitute/gigolo, basterd/bitch, whore/playboy, fucker, cheebye, lanjiao, self-cock sucker, idiot, maniac, mental, asshole, butthole, horny basterd/bitch, disrespectful shit, going to hell loser, geylang worker(you know KACHING KACHING!), but i bet you only can sell you body for 10cents. or lesser(:
oh well if i had more words to put i would have. the bad words i mean. got alot but now cannot think to pissed at your fucking fat ass(:

and if i wan to get in the business of my cousin.
if is none of your fucking business.
understand?
piece of chicken POO.
also known as SHIT HEAD!

oh one more thing.
hell is known to be a painful place.
but i think you'll get use to it(:
dun worry
no rush you'll surely get there
PAINFULLY:D

*STYLE (from the DICTIONARY)
a person who has a sense of FASHION.(:
that you don't have
HEHE.(:

okay thats all i have to say.
for me. i blog alot.
i actually have much more things to say.
but i'm preparing for the next time you open your big fat gobby mouth.
:D

PS. the rate that your talking.
eliza's sure to speak rudely to you.
and listen up you can NEVER.
i repeat
NEVER. change who she is.

oh if you need money for you house.
come look for me.
i donate $2
i know thats alot (for you)
but i'm generous.
TO PEOPLE LIKE YOU:D

heehee. i was bored.

2007-11-11T07:59:00.000-08:00

okay. hm. i was bored.
heehee.
so my hands was itchy.
and so.
i changed my pictures(:
hope you like it.
heehee:D
used my hone[:
thats why the font. is retarded.
sry peeps.
see ya soon :O

i was stupid to think.

2007-11-08T02:46:00.000-08:00

i was stupid to think that i could trust you.
your an idiot.
really.
I HATE YOU

YOUR A FCKING BITCH.
TO DO THAT TO ME.

oh well.
i believe in retribution.
you think that i'm the bad one.
your the one talking about people behind their backs.
we'll see who gets them all.

dun worry i love the word
revenge.
see you in hell.

coffee prince(:

2007-11-02T04:13:00.000-07:00

CURRENTLY WATCHING
coffee prince.

watched
episode 1 (done)
episode 2 (done)
episode 3 (done)
episode 4 (done)
episode 5 (done)
epsiode 6 (done)
episode 7 (done)
episode 8 (done)
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episode 10(done)
episode 11(done)
episode 12(done)
episode 13(done)
episode 14(done)
episode 15(done)
episode 16(done)
episode 17(done)
lastttt(:
should watch it at
****** ask me!:D

i recommend this show.
cause its sad, funny and enjoyable(:
watch it!:D

out the whole day(:

2007-10-31T07:57:00.001-07:00

this two cuties are the ones i fell in love with(:

shoes do matter:S
storytime![:
i was caught going around in my princess bag:D

basically went to toys-r-us(:
super duper fun:D
took lots and lots of pictures:S
hhahaha choosing what I'll wear for Halloween[:
thennnn home:D
hahah fun day(:
with zhiyu and bryan

2007-10-29T08:27:00.000-07:00

me, ummairah, ashriqah and adam(:
guys super fun..
where's nic?
aiyoh..:D
haha
maybe next time:S
balloons were super nice:O
haha.. ummairah and me(:
at the chalet..
we were having so much fun:D
nicnicnic happy b'day[:

no mood to do anything

2007-10-25T23:11:00.000-07:00

after what has happened today.
i became a vegetable.
wth lah.
my grades is depressing me.

dun feel like eating or going out.
next year i'm gonna be in 3.1 ):
i wanna be in the better class.
actually no difference just that 3.2 is faster and has 7subjects.
omg.
i am so sad:S

wth. i hate this stupid fucking school system. bloody fuckers.
SON OF A BITCH.
fuck them singaporeons of education.
DAMN!
stupid system lah
their system should be like they shouldn't add the stupid fucking mid year.
bloody i failed cause of fucking mid-year.

defination

2007-10-24T08:56:00.000-07:00

okay.
let me first say.
that there will never be a definition to love, because.
its just like that

there are many different types of love, such as
1. infatuation
2. lust
3. forced love
4. puppy love
5. real true love

1.infatuation-
if you ask me my definition of infatuation is simple yet difficult to understand
well, if you like this person and you have never talked to him or her, to me this is called infatuation. well, this really describes what is happening to me.
well. say that i like this person. but i dun even know this person.
let's name this person "S"
i like S but. I'm not sure whether S likes me or not.
how can i ask. if i never ever talked to S.

S hangs around with all the pretty girls and those who go clubbing.
look at me.
I'm the type that doesn't do all this.
i cannot just force myself to go clubbing. or to do stuff like that. can i.
and so. that will always be the problem between me and S.
we will never be able to talk let alone go out.

2.lust
this is well, number 2.
lust. hmm.
funny word if you think about it.
lust.lust.lust.
lust is basically, being sexually attracted to another person.
be it girl or guy.
sexually not meaning wanting to have sex with that person.
but just because this person is hot.
or sexy.
or cute.

3.forced love
forced love will be in arranged marriages.
or sometimes pressure from your friends.
such as becoming popular if you date this guy.
well forced love is seldom, you know why?
because its digusting.
forcing people to love someone. is a crime.
if you like this person. and your parents tell you that you can't be together with him
who cares? if you love him. go for it.
is your parents going to marry him?
unless he's some criminal
or a guy that influences you to do stupid things.
such as smoke. or take drugs.
but if nothing illegal, i think it should be okay.

4.puppy love
well this, known as puppy love, or also known as young love
this is caused by your hormones. if you know that this person is ugly
yet has a bad attitude. and on top of that you like him, it is really puppy love.
whether it is one way or two way. this is called puppy love.
you don't actually like his look or his personality
your blinded by your hormones.
raging to put it crudely.

5.real true love
this love is actually very hard to come by.
and this is the most important and the most heartwarming love there will ever be.
actually if you look around, you seldom see real true love.
my definition of real true love?
if you love a person, as long as their happy, you wouldn't care whether this person.
is with you.
or with someone esle.
because if you truly truly love this person
you would just want this person to be happy.
and let go.
by hanging on. your being.
selfish...
you will never know how much powerful real true love is.
until your stabbed right through the heart.
and being crushed by love is 10 times more painful.
then any dagger or any knife.
or.
any.
....death.....

i cannot understand

2007-10-23T04:34:00.000-07:00

sometimes i feel like a bitch
you know why
when you fight with someone esle
and keep on calling them bitch..
you are a bitch when you say that..
i finally realised it is pointless to fight

why do you fight in the first place
you only will fight under the circumstances of.
1. bitching about the other party.
2. fighting one to one between the other person.
3. talking behind her back.
MOSTLY BITCHING.

well, my theory is.
if your fighting back, your a bitch.
it is really very amusing if you think about it.
here your calling the other person bitch and swearing continuosly at him or her
basically means that your a bitch.
your doing exactly what the other person is doing
scolding and swearing at you.

i don't want to fight anymore
it is pointless.
it is tiring.
and it is definately stupid

swimming

2007-10-22T05:06:00.000-07:00

omg lah..
super funny
MARIBETH you swim like a frog :S
HAHA
oh well..
catherine wa lau
spoiler of everything
was suppose to swim stupid pig(:
just kidding:D
i gonna go steamboat!
YUMYUMYUMMY!:O
damn hungry now..
i'll just maybe go and eat now
see ya peeps:]

Camp

2007-10-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

omgoodness..
camp was so saddening the first day.. but..
in the end it was the super duper fun(:
DAY 1
okok. i will start when we started going to to school
took a taxi to school
my bag was super FULL lah hahah:D
after i put all my clothes in there was hardly enough space for somemore:O

reached school. and. saw our instructors.
we called our instructors honey mummy and minah daddy.
but quite stupid. hahaha:S
we then took a bus to bedok food centre.
guess what? they left us there to walk a distance of 5km
all of us were pissed.and sad):
when we finally got to changi coast we were all tired
and we got a scolding from our instructors first time.....
damn lah):
they scolded us cause some of us were to tired to walk
but the rest of the day okay lah
DAY 2
hmm..!!!!! day two was the super duperest funnest lah!!!
we got to sit on flying fox
OMGOODNESS super scary but super fun!!
(:
we went up like 4 storeys to swing down to the ground.
we also went to do do rock climbing!!:D
hahaha and abceiliing
you know the one when you have to climb down a wall with a harnest and some glove:S
that was also super duper fun!!:]
we also were to suppose to do high elements but it rained):
but trust me its okay....
HAHA:D
we went kayaking!!! omgomgomg(:
that was the superest duperest truperest funnest thing in the whole wide world!!:D
at night we had camp fire and it was funny. cause we only had like one day to prepare for camp and so we were all so unprepared..):
but the campfire was super nice(: and enjoying[:
DAY 3
we were all very sad today cause we had to go home but we did spring cleaning
HAHA
at camp after that we were all very tired(:
THE END:D
okay then thats all:O

unexpected guest

2007-10-17T01:51:00.000-07:00

LOL.
so today got the last piece of our exam and.
well did fairly okay.
kinda dissapointed at my chinese cause i failed that but besides that
everything is okay.
after school met my mum and went for lunch at crystal jade, well
ate noodles
their noodles is imported like from hong kong?
WTH. HEH. thats why so nice[:
went to order steamboat for my dad went to the tazi stand at roxy and guess who i saw.
well ask me if you wanna know((:
i didn't see him for a long time but he still looks the same as always.
Hehe.
now at home packing for camp
will be gone for 3 days so my next post on sunday will be EXTREMELY LONG!!! :O
come back in 3 days HAHAHA.
bye blogger.(:

RESULTS! RESULTS! RESULTS!

2007-10-16T04:02:00.001-07:00

oh.
today got my result...
okay lah
not too bad, not too good (:
i didn't fail everything
except for chinese in overall.):
AW MAN!
wanted to pass chinese really badly:O
after school, went to parkway with shu, she, and cheryl:S
to look for campcampcamping stuff
i will update you on my camp after i come back((:
more pictures then.
HEH.
went to meet my mum,
to go to a HARI RAYA CELEBRATION!!!!:D
super fun
and my mother's friend seriously know how to cookcookcook:D
damn shiok[:
good nite people:]

Out with shu and cheryl(x

2007-10-15T04:50:00.001-07:00

hmm..
today went to alot of places kinda..
like
topshop &
esprit &
dorothy perks &
alot alot and alot of places:O

LOL.
:D
crashed steamboat today also[:
super full..
HEH.
after that walked to the beachy beach.
to play.
and take pretty pictures.
i actually took lots of pictures
but my camera and computer's screwed up
so i apologise. [:
oo(:

fucking pissed

2007-10-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

you know sometimes when your trying to look for something and you can't find it
...
it is so fucking irritating!!
omgoodness
i just spent like 30mins crying over my handphone charger
what the hell?
okay..put that aside
today nothing much happened
just slept through the whole day
and occasionally look through friendster.

omfg. yesterday the mrt was freaking crowded.
note to people who take mrt
can you lay of the MRT people
once in a while take a taxi
[:
no offence though
if you cannot afford it..
oh well.
on tuesday results will be out
and no. i am not going to tell you what i got(:
bye for now:O

today out with cousin to alot of places(:

2007-10-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

well. today went to dhoby ghaut(:
super crowded.
after that
we went to eat at yoshinoya.
HAHA someone was giving out coupons!
[:
i didn't know you could work at 14.
oh well but i wouldn't wanna work at yoshinoya
super embaressing(:
no offence:O

SCHOOLS OUT

2007-10-10T18:45:00.000-07:00

hahahaha
beside results day(:
schools OUT!!
i can finally lose some blubber{:
HAHAHA
oh well
my listening comprehension was like SUCKY
and my maths was torturing DAMN!
anyways ate bee tai mak?! with sherie and daphne at marine parade
over there sells the BEST bee tai mak?! LOL
i have no idea how its spelled ooooo well
bye for now(:

Twins

2007-10-06T11:09:00.000-07:00

OO
i always thought ferternal twins
was cool
well the defination's kinda like
erm..
same look different gender
sort if like that(:
HAHA
and bryan
HARDEHARHARHAR
means a laughter
[[:
in english style
so ya...{:
anyways at my aunt's house now
stuffing my face with junk food. LOL
during the holidays i am gonna do
some serious working out!!
HAHAHAHA((:
oh well once i come back to school everyone will be
:O mg its that sarah!!!!!!! :]
oh well got other stuff to do
see ya
and stop calling me ANG MOH!!! cause i'm not!(:

steamboat

2007-10-04T23:28:00.000-07:00

omggoddneess
STEAMBOAT again
three days in a row
omg can grow super duper truper FAT!!(:
oh well
who cares
HEH.
now at home
but going to the library
FOR AWHILE to study(:
bye then:O

long time(:

2007-10-02T22:42:00.000-07:00

its been a long time since i posted
so it time to post again!!
oh kay
so the last few weeks been at my cousin's place...[:
i dun like him!!! ARGH!!!
bryan stop saying i do(:
thank you.
HEH.
tomorrow is my geography paper hope i pass with flying colourssss
good luck to everyone for their exams
and N-levels(:

out with relations..LOL (too formal)

2007-09-05T07:42:00.001-07:00

went out with my auntie
to
takashimaya
then
wisma
then
far-east plaza
then
back to
wisma
well
bought alot alot alot
of things!!!
((:
went maddddd
actually
zara has nice t-shirts..
go have a look:O
HEH.
cheap tooo:]
well went to ate COCA!!
no not a coffee place!!
HAHA
but a steamboat kind of buffet
omgoodness
superrr full after that
couldn't eat dinnerrrr
WAS STUFFED!! :S
oh well busy now
got things to do..

its over~
stop living this dream~

out with amelie

2007-09-05T07:33:00.000-07:00

nigel chen

2007-08-20T06:02:00.000-07:00

NIGEL CHEN
get this straight
YOUR AN EGO PIECE OF SHIT

just because my friends told you that i like you
you assume that your attractive
LOL

please lah
i just make it clear to you
I HATE YOU
EGOISTIC PIECE OF
...
come on man
i hate guys
why would i fall for you?
YUCK
(:
bye then

tired

2007-08-17T06:37:00.000-07:00

lately i've been feeling tired all of the sudden
maybe its time for me to let go):

oh well
WENT TO MEEPOK AGAIN
HAHAHA
((:
itsss yummmmy:D
try it some day:]

erm..
came back
slept like for 5 hours.
and i'm still tired :(
still tired now!
maybe will go out
tomorrow:}

its over between me and you~
are you happy?~

meepok

2007-08-16T06:11:00.000-07:00

well after schoool atee
MEEPOK
eh actually mee tai bak ((:

HAHA
oh well
after that went to
SHUSHU's housee
to STUDY!
yes i do study :}
maths maths maths):
superr boring:D

went to joggg
my mum cookedddd
spaghetttti
YUMMY!!! ((:
WEE~
oh well of to the showerr
and thenn
BEDDDD((:

i have always seen you around me~
i didn't notice how important you were~
until you were gone~

tired

2007-08-15T07:31:00.000-07:00

lately been feeling very tired
i dunno why..
maybe cause i feel like my heart
has broken into a million tiny pieces):
i hope i'll get over it.

did nothing much today
besides eat and eat
omg..i'm gorging myself too much
):

is it time to let you go?~
maybe it is...~

DNT

2007-08-14T07:20:00.001-07:00

today was quite boring and also interesting
i'm going to make a pledge

i think she's too good for me ):
forget her!!
maybe i should

but its easier said than done actually.
i have to forget her! no matter what..
oh.
me and shuyun was in class
today
and mr lim scolded me
WTH!
WANNA GOOOO OUT!
so badly
firstly, grounded then exams
):
so many things on my mind as well

its best to give you up~
its for both of our goods~

library

2007-08-13T03:07:00.000-07:00

hm..
today went library but first
went to parkway toooo eat! :)
ate fishball noodles
YUMMY! :]
oh well..
its cheap yet tasty!

after that forced catherine to gooo library with mee :O
met shuyun andd cheryl haha
GOOSE:}
HEH.

nothing much to post today

i will love you no matter what~
stay by my side will you?~

treetops

2007-08-12T04:57:00.000-07:00

treetopss..
hmm..
it is quite good
in the sense that their service
is AWESOME! :)
HEH.
in the afternoon about lunch time..
me and my coussins..went to marche or use to be :]
dunno where it went :(
attteeee STEAK..YUMMMMY:}
ate until cannot eat
HAHA
then went to their houseee to swim! :)
supperrr dupperrr nice! (:
daddy fetched me home at 6plus
came home and ateee MCDONALDDDDSSS :{
ommgggoodness too much mcdonaldss already :]
oh well tomorrow nothing much in school
but exams soooon
sooo study study study:)

i miss you~
come back to me~
i will love you as long as the sun keeps shining~

breeksss

2007-08-11T12:11:00.000-07:00

todaayy after a long day went to breeks to eat some
CHICKEN
omg the piece was like this
BIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!
:D
half aa chickenn:}
i feeel like throwwing up!
AHAHA
can't wait to see my cute and adorablee
cousssinnns!
english!!!! cousinnnn
:)
oh well
just wanted to tell you what i ate
HEHE
very MUAH:{
HEH.

my heart will be always here for you :]

work work work

2007-08-11T09:34:00.000-07:00

my mum is suppeerr hardworking :)
she is the best
HEH.
my dad is the best toooo
today in the afternoon
myyy mumm cooked me pancakes
YUMMY! :D
they weere supperr tasty:}
after that went to fetch my mum too workkk
haha
atee wanton mee!!
DOUBLE YUMM!!
:O
went to parkway
to get some stuff
got neewww speakers!
WEE~
so shoik the music ;)
drank loadss of bubble tea
my goodness still feel stuffed!! :S
going to fetch mummy latteerr :)

your favourite colour~
good luck for your exams~
study hard yah?
i know you can do it :)
i will always support you
good luck...
you will be in my heart forever~

grounded

2007-08-10T08:00:00.001-07:00

actually i was grounded!!HAHA
but my dad let me go and seee my cutte cousinn!!
there are supperr adorable! (:

in the afternoon saw my auntie
and amelie
my baby cousin:]
went to parkway!!
ate crystal jade
ate until bloody full :0
HEHE..
went home tooo sleeeep
superr tired:(

went to erm..
royalhotel to eat the delicious steamboat
i cannot stand it! my cousins areee supper duperr CUTE! :)
i can't believe that their only 7 and they got gameboy ds
WTF! (:
i want one
daddy get me one!
PLEASE.....((:
HAHA
maybe i'll get it
sooon
my mum was likke if you get top in class then i will get
my dad was like we're safe
WTH!! ARGH :))
anyways i am supper full
after the steamboat meaal
aloott of seaweed man..
in my body..feel queasy:}
S: tired too..

sliddeee SHOW! (: NDP

2007-08-09T08:46:00.000-07:00

hehe NDP (:
enjoy:]
it wasss supperr dupeerr coool! (:

8th august (:

2007-08-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

well in the morning, erm..
went to school for celebration!
wore this stoopid outfit
so ugly :[
anyways. had to perform
and it was so embaressing man.
I NEVER WANT TO STAND ON STAGE
it suck balls.
(:
after that went to buy cold cold soyabean.
HAHA
headed home and got ready foorr BBQ :]
at my auntie's :)
supperr dupeerr FUN!
came back
and my dad was like angry
me and my mum got back like
1222.44000...
SO LATE!
HEHE
lost track of time~
hope my dad allows me to go
to the NDP tomorrow :}
oh well.
happy bday singapore :)

meaningful quotes

2007-08-07T04:03:00.000-07:00

Somewhere there's someone
who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence
that life is worth while,
so when you are lonely,
remember this is true:
Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.

If living life would mean loving you for the rest of my life,
I would take the chance.

If I had to choose between
loving you and breathing ....
I would use my last breath to tell you
i love you...

so touching...

examsss

2007-08-05T04:38:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is another school day

GROUNDED AGAIN

but who cares man i am still going out
bloody jackasses
i hate my parents like FUCK

oh well
soon
i will be out of this house
FINALLY
cannot wait
:D

omg i really hate them !!! :O

exams are near people
STUDY TIME :)

love will be found one day episode 1

2007-08-03T03:26:00.000-07:00

my new novel :D
episode 1

as she walked into her apartment
she realised that she had just lost the one thing
she treasured...
keith..
she liked so many guys then but she didn't realise
how much keith loved her...
and so she broke up with him without
thinking..
she looked at the phone and wondered whether she should call
him..
in the end she just stared out at her window and pondered for quite
a while.
she stood up hovered her hand above the phone and walked away, out of the door.

nobody saw her after that, a few weeks later keith knocked at her apartment door, and found out that she was gone.
of course he was sad, he wanted to patch things up.
it was too late, she was gone
and so he set out on a mission to find her....

haha first episode stay tunedddd :DDD

lost

2007-08-03T03:17:00.000-07:00

what exactly is the definition of love?
can anyone tell me..?
i think no one can
because its not a just a word that you can explain
its more then that
its like an action
you cannot explain it
but really do acts of it

today as i was walking back from school
i saw someone that i thought
i loved..
but he dissapointed me
long time ago
i really liked him
but the more i realise
he is just like any old jerk...
and so..
it is much easier for me to forget him
...

sick sick sick

2007-08-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

i'm sick as a dog :(
suffering
what to do?
i'm weak D:
oh well
back to school
tomorrow
although i'm slightly
SICK :}
i have alot of things to catch up on :D
oh..!
i also missed my CA
:@

not feeling ...

2007-07-31T18:57:00.000-07:00

i am not feeling very well
got a bad cold :(
i hope i can do the exam ahah

today actually was going to see the
dance teacher but couldn't because
i did not go to school hehe

right now alot of people have been telling me
alot of their secrets hahah
it feels good knowing
that i can keep them :D
safely in my heart~
:Okkay...
anyways
if you dun know whats the dates for the exam
here it is~
Science~7thAugust~Tuesday
Geography~13thAugust~Monday
Chinese~14thAugust~Tuesday
English~15thAugust~Wednesday
Maths~16thAugust~Thursday
thats it..
GOOD LUCK :)

i heard a rumour wonder if its true

2007-07-31T06:47:00.000-07:00

i heard a rumour about me and someone in school
but then i'm not sure about it so i am going to stop liking that person
just because of that rumour
but if that person really really said that
i dunno what to say
it is seriously saddening
but feelings go by
i have nothing esle to say but ya...
:D
i shall forget you
but if you want to do that behind my back
dun be scared and just say it to my face
its not like i'm going to hit you or anything.

~10 things why i love you~

2007-07-31T06:29:00.000-07:00

10 things why i love you~
1. you make me laugh~
2. i want to see you everyday~
3. i feel hurt when your hurt~
4. i don't want you to be sad~
5. your smart~
6. your cute~
7. i know that inside your good :O~
8. your different from others~
9. your rebellious~
10. i know your not the person that everyone say you are~

enjoy~ :D

DNT again

2007-07-31T06:25:00.000-07:00

today well didn't see her
but saw her friends
they looked like they wanted to kill me
ahahaha
:DD
nvm..
i have to live with it
i am not feeling well now.
so i am not attending school tomorrow :O
hope i am better for the exam :D
good luck for your exams
i hope you studied hard
anyways wish you the best
for your future
hehe
i am talking funny :S

never expected

2007-07-30T03:55:00.001-07:00

i really never expected that thing to happen in parkway
it was a mistake going there i feel so dissapointed at myself really...
i feel that it was my fault it may seem abit funny but what happened in the mall
was truly unforgivable i am sorry. that i did not try my best to stop you.

how am i to tell my father about this incident
someone pls help?
=.=

BORING~

2007-07-28T04:40:00.000-07:00

today was quite boring
went to meet the EKU people
but it turned out to be crap :D knew it

after that went to far east
buy jacket hehe
nice hor! :O
trying to find the stoopid shop
hahaha
went to meet my parents
went to novena :P
nothing much after that
just good old home ^.^

Mixed Rice

2007-07-27T00:09:00.000-07:00

hehe.
today i think she was unwell get better ya?

firstly got scolded by that ms soo
SO FIERCE
my goodness
i got one word for her
RELAX!
so angry for what?
right?
after school
me and shuyun
went to this mix rice
quite okay
but we were talking about
the curry being human remains
ahhaha
so fun!
made a video of her
HAHA
dun tell her
SHHH :D
hope she's better on monday
dun pon school ah... :O

boring day

2007-07-26T00:33:00.000-07:00

today was quite boring
the whole day was in the classroom
i think she didn't come today
so.. get well :)

anyways got to go and study
yes! study hehehe

going to quit badminton even though
my parents dun allow
i hate mrs ho and that bloody mdm chan
they suck
seriously
espeically mrs ho
bloody bitch
fcuking loser
biased shit
oh well
so many words so little time
:))
better go and batheee
:D

my day today :D

2007-07-25T03:51:00.001-07:00

so today first thing in the morning woke up like 6.45
but you know why i go to school right?

okay so last night had a dream about that justin lookalike well...
the dream was kinda funny but it was still okayyy...

i kept passing by her class today
dunno whether i''m happy or sad
funny feeling in me
hehe
never go for badminton today :(
dun wan to
had to finish some chinese thingy :)
okay
well going to shower
blog tomorrow
:D

hehe

2007-07-24T06:44:00.000-07:00

lol. what happened in the dnt room was stoopid :(
i feel like an ass :@
nvm
forget it
i cannot like her! argh
she is making my life
a miserable one
i cannot take it
I MUST FORGET HER! :$

New Beginning For Me

2007-07-23T08:27:00.000-07:00

okay to tell you seriously i had a crush on a girl..
but after that
i deleted my friendster and my old blog
after that i totally did not like her
really it is a new beginning for me
i do not like a girl
I LIKE GUYS!
haha
finally
i'm starting to think differently
as a friend trust you'll get over it :D